If I ever feel better.

Thanks Brim for the songs ^__^;

Tonight I was watching Adult Swim, and surfing the intarweb on my father's computer in the living room.. good times :) I hope you never get ADAT, or you might have to getgoatz ! ^_^_^;

I dont know if those things will turn out, but they have an awesome marketing department.


Another day. Just Breathe. Just Belive. Just Breathe. Just Belive. Another Day. Just Breathe.

Tonight .... well last night now, whatever. Anyway, right after work, Dad came to visit me. It was cool. We talked and I gave him a hug. I really miss my dad. Yea he can be an asshole sometimes, but he isnt all bad. I dont miss Him and Mom getting into arguments all the time. It is true though that absence makes the heart grow fonder. Dad even gave me a gift to give to mom when I got home, so maybe things are looking up. It wasnt much, just a small bag of nuts and seeds and raisins and stuff. Mom likes stuff like that. So who knows, maybe there is still something between them good. Whatever good is there will have to make due for now, because of all the hurt and fighting between them, Dad is still living at his Dad's house. Grandpa's house is about a 2 hour drive away.

So yeah. I'm leaving my job. Kinda scary, but it will be nice to take a break for a while.

Ive been feeling REALLY really tired lately. Ive been trying to get enough sleep, but I just dont think I have been, and worst of all caffineen is starting to loose its effect. Coffe, Mountian Dew, all of it. Suguar still works ok, but its not fun to have a massive sugar high for an hour and then crash and about pass out. So yea. Maybe while Im ... inbetween jobs I can figure out my sleeping and how to have good levels of energy. Who knows maybe I just need to excercise more. Lord knows I dont excersise enough.

Also my head and neck have been hurting a lot lately. So hopefully I can get to the bottom of that soon.

Brimstone, and Mog I really need to get in touch with you guys to plan out Saturday.

Im scheduled off tommorow and the next day, and no one seems to want to swap for saturday, so I guess Im just going to be off an extra day this week... scheduled or not. X-P!

Who knows wether or not Ill even still be employed next week to work out the two weeks notice. I do need to at least call off Saturday. Meh.

So yea.

~Chillout Meef

Not so far away.

P.S. matisyahu

~fin.